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I think every time, but it is difficult to translate Japanese into English and express my feelings.
I'm confused by the difference in grammar.
昨夜は、20時に床に就いた。無理矢理目を閉じて寝た。
今朝は順調だったよ。冷え込みは帰宅してから強くなった。
夜明け前が最も冷えるからね。
（画像は、お借りしたものです）
帰宅して、パソコン立ち上げたら野風さんからメールが届いていた。
連続で届くのは珍しい。今回は22時32分だったよ。
ご自宅が何処なのかは知らないが、どう考えても帰宅は23時過ぎるだろう。
オレへのメールは仕事を終えてからの送信だと思う。
連日の勤務で疲労も溜まっているだろうに、申し訳なく思った。
それでもオレを気遣ってくれるのが、野風さんなんだよ。
文面の最後に “浪人さんの明日が、今日より良い日でありますように” と
必ず記されている。他人の気持ちを汲み、思い遣る。
相手にとって、それがどれほど嬉しい事か…。
これは自分が経験している人にしか出来ない行為だ。
苦しみを何度も乗り越えてきた人の感情だ。
気遣いってのは、意図的に行うものじゃない。
無意識に相手へ配慮できるから気遣いになるんだよ。
これは言葉で伝える事も出来る。周りから静かに見守る事でも出来る。
そう…野風さんと女友達のように。
「お前は○○だから○○なんだ！」なんて発言する人には、決して理解不能。
硝子細工を作り上げる難しさや、その取り扱い方を知らない人みたいにね。
オレは周りの人に気遣える人間であり続けたい。
気持ちや体調を直ぐ察知できる人間であり続けたい。
その分苦労するし大変だけど、俯いている人を無視できないよ。
笑顔を見れば、自分も笑顔になれるだろ？
気遣いする事で得られるものは、カネで買えるものではない。
I went to bed at 20:00 last night. I forcibly closed my eyes and went to bed.
It was going well this morning. The cold became stronger after I got home.
It gets the coldest before dawn.
(The image is borrowed)
When I got home and started up my computer, I received an email from Mrs. Nokaze.
It is rare to arrive in a row. This time it was 22:32.
I don't know where her home is, but it will be past 23:00 by the time she gets home.
I think the email to me was sent after work.
She must have been tired from working long hours every day.
Still, it's Mrs. Nokaze who cares for me.
At the end of the text, it always says, "May Mr. Ronin's tomorrow be a better day than today."
To understand and consider the feelings of others.
How happy it is for the other party ...
This is an act that can only be done by those who are experiencing it.
It is the feeling of a person who has overcome suffering many times.
Caring is not something you do intentionally.
You can care for the other person unconsciously.
This can also be conveyed in words.
You can also watch quietly from the surroundings.
Mrs. Nokaze. Girlfriend. Two people who can do it.
It is incomprehensible to those who say, "You are XX, so XX!"
Like someone who doesn't know how difficult it is to make glasswork and how to handle it.
I want to continue to be a person who cares for the people around me.
I want to continue to be a person who can immediately detect the feelings and physical condition of the other person.
It's hard and hard, but I can't ignore people who are depressed.
If you see the other person's smile, you can smile too, right?
What you get from caring is not something you can buy with money.
浜田省吾 『もうひとつの土曜日 (WE ARE STILL ON THE ROAD.)』
この時期になると、彼の楽曲が聴きたくなる。
When it gets cold, I want to listen to his music for some reason.
